Why Here?

I feel suffocated with the 6 subjects that I'm taking this semester. To be honest, I don't know what am I doing here in degree because I don't feel like I learnt enough for the money I (or rather my parents) paid. And worst of all, none of the lecturers here inspire me. : (

I ask myself this question. My coursemates also ask themselves this question. "Why am I here, in this uni?" Honestly, I don't know. But for most of us, we came from foundation and we were 'stuck' with this uni. No doubt, HMC was a good and somewhat fun programme and we were all inspired by the lecturers then. But now, I don't know if we expect too much from lecturers or they are really incompetent.


Petaling Street, picture taken during R.AGE photowalk

Rants aside, this week has been really productive. I've finished up some of my assignments before the due date but more is coming up. Take this Friday for example - I'm supposed to hand in my assignments, visit Central Market, do a presentation for Moral class, take a mid-term exam after that, then take BM quiz. Ain't life so exciting?!

Actually, it is. I don't know why it has to be in the past 1 month, I have people approaching me with their ideas and asking me if I'm interested to be part of the project they want to launch out. Some of it are going even at international level. My friends and acquaintances really have brilliant ideas. However, I had to decline because I felt that I had other more important commitments and priorities at the moment. Sure, all of this are just absolutely good opportunities for me and I felt very privileged that people see how I could contribute to them. But, the time is just not right : ( I'm not a good juggler.

Oh yeah, in case some of you were asking (like some of my friends did) - no, I haven't been winning anything nice for the past 3 months. Yes, I iz sad. :'( No time to join and I tried joining some 'big contest' ie. national level contest but I didn't win T________T

Dry, dry year. Too many pros around. :z