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MY SPM is going down the drain, and it's time I really, really need to brush up on my studies. I'm really disappointed with myself. But ranting ain't gonna help me.

I'm now "famous" for being "loud, sarcastic, irritating, bully, and likes to bomb people". Oh well, that's what makes school more interesting what. I entertain myself -_-;; Sigh.

No more freaking lisan(s) for the rest of my life hoorayyyy. Just oral now -_-; Pfft.

And well, I just feel like writing this. I'm also know for being a prefect-hater.
Sorry, dude they just get on my nerves, not everyone. Some. I hate those people being over-skema. Like seriously, WHY? -_-;

Practically, some(not all) blue-shirts and the teachers' are ROBBERS. Uh oh, such a strong word. Well, they do spotchecks and RAMPAS stuffs which they think students cannot bring. And what authority do they have over us that they determine what we can or cannot bring. Like hello, certain KEYCHAINS also cannot bring. As if the keychain is gonna affect my studies -__________________________-;; Imma speechless. And on Wednesday, yesterday the blue shirts checked the girls whether we were wearing any necklace or not. And because it was koko day, I was wearing T-Shirt and the prefect put her hand inside at my shoulder -__-.
$@*$^)$)*)@#$*&)$@#^)#$^)#$@^)#^@$)*#@^$#*@$^@#*^)@#$^)#$@^#@$)*^#$)^@.

Imma pissed. Seriously. Like, INSIDE?! Argh.

Gone case lar all these blue shirts one day, if I'm gonna be sarcastic with them, and believe me I will. ;)
Just like the other day, last Friday when they wanna spot check me and they come so CLOSEEE to me and I tried to be sarcastic with them, put my hands on their shoulder like you know some hugging position. HAHAHAHHAAHA. And the blue shirt stopped awhile and gimme some ^o) look. Lalalallaa.

Sarcasm is healthy sometimes. :D
cheerios. Sorry I didn't mean to offend anyone. But as people like to say "siapa makan cili dia yang terasa pedas".. so :)
HEHEHHEHE.

I'm done :)
How ignorant can we people be sometimes... How ignorant... How ignorant...

Life's not always smooth sailing... But I've been learning for the past few months...

And yeah, it's great to be able to join the kids on Sunday for just a short time of teaching them a few sentences, ABCs and singing Jesus Loves Me..

I believe even young as I am, or even younger people, we should now stand up for our own faith.

Even as our friends may challenge us on questions on how our God truly exists. And how they say we separate ourselves from reality sometimes, I guess we need to be relevant to them and at the same time while telling them about our own faith..

Something to think about.. For myself.
Sometimes, life sucks.
And I pray silently sometimes, God I wish You'd take me away.

Timely

It's Good Friday. I "went through a lot" to go to Cochrane's Evangelistic Meeting (EM) today. Although during the whole session it was rather distracting but the sketch reminded me again how wonderful God's love is for us. And how ignorant we are that sometimes we do not bother to take this opportunity to share about Good Friday to our friends. And believe me, they have no idea what is Good Friday nor Easter and they do not have a clue that it's today..

And what was the sketch? You probably have watched Lifehouse's Everything skit on youtube before. Cochrane CF presented the skit. I remembered my church performing that particular skit also last year. Wanted to watch back when I got home.

Lo and behold, in YPF blog today, I found the video at the end of the skit. Coincidence? Maybe. But I don't think so.



I cannot comprehend still why He gave us this amazing love. And I cannot understand, cannot cannot. I only can be moved to tears when I watched the skit again.



Be touched, and be blessed.
Blessed Good Friday and Easter.